Sunday, January 29, 2012

LiarLiarLiar

This week I've been sick, and feeling like this:
.
The devil takes advantage of situations like that.

Painting beautiful pictures;
with the lies that spill
out of your mouth like paint.
Telling me that beauty lies,
in the eyes staring down the toilet.
In the eyes stared back into.
The ones needing to see to believe.
You say beauty lies in the eyes,
that see zero at least four times a day;
When they dress, undress,
and look down towards her toes.
The eyes who memorize the pair of another,
but don't even recognize their creator.
You lie.
You are no god, you speak no truth.
You kill joy, steal peace, and destroy self-esteem.
But I know God.
I know the truth that He speaks into my soul.
He tells me;
Beauty rests in the eyes of The Beholder,
and I am His beloved whom He watches day and night.
All because I allow myself to be held,
by the Creator who knows me as broken,
yet sees me as beautiful.
Beauty never lies.. you do.

God's heart hurts for us when we're hurting. 
He wants us to rely on Him for strength. 
He WANTS to come through for us.
HE WILL PROTECT US.
Unfortunately,Satan likes us when we're hurting too,
because we're more likely to believe his lies.
Stand firm in the Lord's truth, because the devil is for real.
Just remember, he's already been defeated.

It's 12am, and I have to be up in 5 hours.
I am exhausted.
I miss my brother tremendously, and my parents too.
I feel like crying, puking, and sleeping all at the same time.
But Satan has been defeated.
I may live in a fallen world;
but Satan loses, and Jesus Christ wins.
I find my hope in that one thing.

(Sometimes I get really angry with Satan..)